I'm flying off today.Flight's at 7.30pm and I'm excited.The thought of flying alone scares me yet it excites me immensely.I mean,it's the first time I'm travelling on a plane after years and it's the first time I'm technically travelling alone.No parents at all.Except of course for cheaper costs,I'll be staying over at my aunt's place.Hope to meet some of my friends there.It's been like what?5 years or more since I last saw them?So,I'm all psyched.Perth,here I come!!!

If I get internet access there,I'll try my best to update okayxzxz?If not then,I'LL BE BACK ON 12TH DECEMBER!!

Going to miss my beloved babies): MWAHHHH.

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Chris Brown is going to be on my "Heroes" list in my myspace page whereby he'll replace Jack Black.On a superficial level,Chris Brown's my hero because he's sexy and has a charming smile.But of course,on a more serious note,he's a hero in my eyes because he dances very well,sings good and is already successful before he even turns 20(successful=millionaire.)Kudos to that.

Yes,Jack Black was such a hero in my eyes because he was fat and ugly but successful.Says a lot.

I hate it when my parents do that whole guilt trip (shit) on me.They'll try their best to make me feel the worst possible and I say congratulations for getting immense satisfaction from it because you usually would get my pity in the end.

This whole guilt trip thing will happen every one month or so and the situation is always the same.Mom/Dad will ask me to follow them somewhere after work and I say okay.In the end,I cancel out on them because I tell them too lazy/tired/rather stay home.(And I realize it happens every one month or so because a few days after this guilt trip,I get my period.So,I'm blaming on my PMS which is very bad.Some people state it as it's all in the mind,but screw you.)Then they'll always always ALWAYS give this same sentence to me.And that infamous sentence is "Ya la.If I ask you to follow me somewhere you always give some sort of excuses but if your friends asked you out,I bet you'll immediately go out" Well,dear adolescence,haven't you had that sentence dropped on you before?I'm sure you have.If you haven't experience that yet,it's either you're a total saint to your parents or you're just a parent-pleaser in hopes that you'll get something good in return.I'm affirmative,it's the latter.But today,I somehow managed to come up with an ingenious plan to make them feel guilty and not me.I feel like an overachiever.Okay,puh-lease,who am I kidding.I don't feel anything different because I've always got something up my sleeve and my parents don't know.

I'm a bad girl,don't you think?

Hawhaw.You don't think at all.

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You're all talk and no action.And to me it means that you're all about lies.No wonder,we're like this now.

I don't know what I'm doing online at this tie of the hour.It's so bloody early and I guess my mom's right when she tells me that the minute I wake up in the morning,I should find something more beneficial to do.So,I've decided to drown myself in books.Yes,I,Erza Efiera The LazyBum,loves to read.I'm going through my typical holiday cycle.Wake up in the morning and the first thing I search for is not breakfast but instead,the page I ended off last night from the book I was reading.I'm weird like that but that's alright.Bought 3 Jodi Picoult's book for $30.Total steal.The book's are all so interesting and I declare her one of my favourite writers.Her writing style is awesome and her storylines are always very creative.

Books aside,I think everyone should watch the movie American Gangster.(Everyone=Those who love mafia movies/Those who love Denzel Washington/Those who love Russell Crowe.) I think it's one great production set back in the 1970s.It touches on topics like how corruption is actually inevitable in the law enforcement and how drug dealers actually get around so that they don't get caught.I love the movie.

Okay,enough ranting.Going away tomorrow.Anyone want to send me off at airport?(Hawhaw.Kidding.)

(Oh by the way,I haven't managed to say this on my blog so I will.I CAN'T BELIEVE ENGLAND IS NOT ONE OF THE EURO QUALIFIERS.JUST DON'T FEEL RIGHT.)

Going away on Wednesday.(Aku ghairah semacam.Tak bedek.)

Today was a very angry day for me.I also don't know.Oh wait,I do know why.I had to go to a total 4 places to find my medication for my allergy and TTSH in the end had it BUT the doctor forgot to write down the dosage and so now I have to wait till tomorrow in order to collect it.I'm fucking pissed.Blame me that I'm too lazy to actually get my ass down to Novena and go collect it.Btw,my medication,I wouldn't really call it a medication.Because,it's a preloaded syringe.Meaning,I have to give myself a freaking injection if the attack happens.Omggggg.I scared you know.I not nurse.But like dad says,once you're desperate already,anything goes.(That syringe,is my life.Not kidding.If the attack occurs and I don't inject,I can well,uhm,past on.)

I wanted to buy sufatties* today but then according to mom's standard,they're a little expensive so I should just settle for something else.So I settled for straighties**.Wow lau.And the difference between sufatties and straighties was like 20 bucks.My mom's a cheapo!

Today I tired.Hawhaw.Feel so bitchy today.

*it's my own creation of word.want to know?ask me.you'll hate me,trust me(hawhaw.)
**go figure what it is.no one will know except me.

Today was not such a bad day I guess?Parents got my ass out of bed at 9am then picked up my niece,met my aunt and uncle and everyone headed down to vivo city.Yes,boring but I guess it beats rotting at home.

I had lunch at Banquet and that was when I saw most probably the biggest loser on earth.There was this girl in front of me who ordered sme sliced fish soup thing.And then she wanted egg so the lady there just broke the egg into the soup since the soup was hot.She asked the most stupidest question "will the egg cook or not ah?" At that point of time,I already knew that she was a stupid blonde(but she's brunette lah.but i can't call her bimbo because she's fucking ugly in my eyes.Even jake gyllenhaal with his stupid messed up beard looks prettier.Not kidding.)I mean like,if the egg wouldn't cook would the lady even break the egg directly into it?Obviously,never enter kitchen before.Bet she doesn't even know to cook rice.So,the lady had to stir the soup to cover up the egg so that it would cook for the fucking bitch.And in the midst of that,some soup spilled onto the girls hand(some=less than 20ml) The loser bitch when to soak her hand for full 10 mins!Talk about totally not intending to save the earth.I hope her water supply at home get cuts off then she know what's it like in Africa or some third world country(Even so,her situation wouldn't be half as bad.)So after that little miss petty went to collect her food ,she kept complaining to her friend saying how her hand totally couldn't move.I say,bullshit and fuck off la bitch.SHE COMPLAINED TO THE MANAGER AND DEMANDED A REFUND BECAUSE HER STUPID HAND TURNED RED AND THEN HER FOOD HAD TURNED COLD.OMG LA KANINA.OF COURSE YOUR FOOD TURN COOL FUCKING BITCH.YOU SOAKED YOUR HAND FOR 10 MINS AND LEFT YOUR FOOD THERE.I can't believe her friend actually second her decision!I think if I were with my friends and I said to them that I wanted to complain they would most probably "don't be a stupid petty bitch la,slut.it's just soup.it'll heal!" She demanded the lady apologize to her.OMFG LA.I know it's none of my business but I witness the whole thing la and it's totally annoying and the complaint was totally uncalled for.I swear it's a total mommy's girl and I can just imagine how she makes her mom wash her blood-stained panties.It's beyond doubt that she'll be able to survive alone in some country.FUCKING LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And oh,if she's that fucking fussy,don't eat at banquet.Eat at Thai Express or something.

Okay,been wanting to complain about the situation since I saw it.Anybody second my opinions?I'm really beyond pissed la.I can't believe there's such people in our society.Uh,well,actually come to think of it,I'm not at all surprised because...

I shall not mention why.In case I get sued or something for saying "inappropriate things".Haha.What human rights now,you tell me?

I can't wait to fly on Wednesday.No kidding.Even though my flight will be at 7.30pm which means I'll reach about 2 in the fucking early morning,I am not at all fussy.Because,target's on sale and I want to shop till I drop.

Today,I had a family gathering and it's something I'm beginning to detest more and more each time I get my butt there.Like,seriously.It's the same old thing over and over again.I'll step into the house with the same greetings of "Hello,whoaaaa big girl already." You saw me last month,how much could I possibly grow?10kg and 20cm?Give me a break!Then I'll get the usual talk about the O levels and how I should not go poly and blablabla(but thank god not too much of that today because they finally agreed on me going poly.) Then I'll get pissed off with the disgusting cousin who has an ego as huge as Mount Everest who thinks he is going to have a fantastic life ALL THE TIME.Well I say,fuck you.Then I have the other cousin who can't stop talking and wants to wrestle with me constantly.I say,sorry,I don't want to be charged with murder in my own aunt's house.Then I have another cousin who is the only one who will bitch with me(love you.) Then I have the cousin that I'll love forever and we'll have heart to heart talks whenever we meet and not forgetting,russell peters comedy on repeat(love you.) Then after that once I'm done with all that,I'm stuck with aunties and uncles and aunties and uncles I don't even know asking me about my prom night.HOW DID THEY KNOW?!Then,mom will drag me to open my photobucket account and show all the pictures.I wanted to die of fucking embarrassment.

You can be as hardcore as you want,but once with your family,you're like a mouse.Damn right.

HAIYA.WHY AM I COMPLAINING?PMS,REALLY REALLY.

Okay,not really?

Something So Beautiful But Something So Wrong?

We look so beautiful together.We look like we were all made for each other.The gaps between us is filled with love all over.But yet,there's something inside of me that feels like as if this just ain't right.It feels like the pieces just don't fit anymore.It feels like as if we're strangers all over again and I don't even know any of you.And,it fucking hurts.Because,I want to learn to love you all over again.Because I know,somewhere deep inside of me,I really do.But it's just living in self-denial (and I hope this is true.)

I don't know where I see myself 20 years down the road.Just a thought.

I'm in love with Esmee Denters.If you've never heard of her,you suck.

You're hot and you know it.So?Big fucking deal,boys.If you think I'm going to be after you like those desperate girls on myspace leaving you cheesy flirty comments then I guess you thought wrong and your ego's too big for your own good.Sorry,you're hot but you're not Matt Damon or Brad Pitt or George Clooney(Yes,I personally love this 3 men especially when they acted in Ocean's Eleven/Twelve/Thirteen) or even Shia LaBeouf(who is so sexy.*thinks even steven days*)Get a hold of yourself.Not every bitch who adds you on myspace,wants to fuck you.Keep that in mind.

Since blogger has blocked my previous blog due to mistake on their part,I say,I'm getting pissed off that it's been 3 days since they said they'd reviewed my blog and yet they haven't,so fuck and off and I've decided to do up a new blog.(People at blogger:You're nice but your robots,SUCK.)

So anyway..

I met this what looked like an 11-year-old girl yesterday at a bus stop and she was clad in her "hiphop wear" and make up with glitters in her hair.She looked like the type who most probably did the chachacha to some backstreet boys song in front of her parents but was practicing a raunchy dance routine to shakira's hips don't lie behind closed doors.I wonder what's really happening to this world.It seems like we so badly want to switch rolls.Kids want to be adults.Post-war babies want to be cooler and more hip so that they can understand their kids better.I say,it's a fucking crazy world.And I'm going to be living in it for a damn long time(hopefully?)

Digression aside,
I'M BACK AT MYSPACE!I don't know why but myspace beats facebook,friendster and every other friend networking crap I know.Myspace wins wins wins!

Okay,I'm out.